Thank you for your response. I totally agree with you and have come to the conclusion I may have borderline personality disorder. I have seeked medical help and I am in the process of getting a counsellor. I’ve spoken to my partner about this and he’s totally supportive and willing to work through this with me. Without reading broken trust I don’t think I would of ever figured out what my issues were.
It’s hard, but I’m taking one day at a time.